I'm not really active on here all that much! And I haven't really been drawing all that much either. I'm not sure what my problem really is. I figure that I have a case of self-motivation depleted syndrome. I don't feel like I draw well to begin with and now that all of my friends are busy, with good reason I might add... Well, I just feel like an incredible burden on them. That it's wrong to ask for some form of encouragement once in awhile. Also that is asking too much from them.

And I think it's also a core reason why I don't comment often or talk to people. I feel like I'm bothering them or I'm too boring and am a waste of their precious time. Really, I don't mean to be just a quiet lurker... There were a few deviations that I wanted to comment on how nice it looked or something of that nature and my fear of bothering them just takes over, then I just go elsewhere.

My doctor thinks I might have social anxiety disorder, but I haven't been to an offical doctor visit with him. So I don't know if that's a part of that disorder or it's something else. I will hopefully be getting a visit in the future, around December 11th. However, I won't wait until then to post something. I will try to work on things and hopefully post them.